It was supposed to be funny.

When I started this blog a couple of months ago I suppose I was in a different place then I am today. When I say, "different place", I don't mean location(though I am living in a different place then I used to, but that is besides the point). What I mean by it, is I am in a different place in my life than I was four months ago. Back then I was planning on writing a blog that was supposed to be nonsensical and fun. Instead I have turned it into a personnel journal of sorts, which if anything is just desperate and sad. I can say these things because I don't know a single person who reads my blog, which at this point in time is a good thing. I guess what I am trying to say is that I didn't mean for this blog to be some serious story of my life, it was supposed to be funny. Instead, four months later it is an unfocused diary of sorts. Somewhere for me to bitch about my life and offer nothing funny or insightful to the world. Maybe I am being dramatic(I think maybe is probably out of the question at this point), but I just wish I would have done it differently. Or hell, maybe I'm wrong and this is all a blog is supposed to be anyway. Either way, it's a bummer that it turned out this way. This entry has been rather pointless and sad, for that I am sorry. Not that I am apologizing to anyone other than myself.